♥♥♥lyf is jus like a very long cigg you smoke till ta end♥♥♥

              im living in a hell that i will not forget open your eyes to see whats happening its never ending hate the fact kills me that you can only hate if you let reall love in your heart mambaby it would change what your feeling in your heart with never ending reall love in your heart you want get hurt but you can only hate the fact i love you also kills me so much becuse i know you wont love me like i love n if only new how i really felt about you then we won't feel so hurt in side form time to time i wanna cry becuse the thout of you makes my heart with these last words i will say is i love you and not a day gose by your not in my mind i love you now and for ever

 

 

 

                                              SeraAnnMerrie

1] Whats your Name?:

[2] Are we close?:

[3] What do you think of me?:

[4] Do you fancy me?:

[5] Would u kiss me?:

[6] Would you date me?:

[7] Describe me in 3 words?:

[8] If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you do?:

[9] What was ur first impression of me?:

[10] Do u still think the same?:

[11] What reminds u of me?:

[12] If you could give me anything what would it be?:

[13] How well do u know me? :

[14] What do u like best about me?:

[15] Ever wanted 2 tell me something u could'nt?:

[16] Could you ever love me?:

[17] Give me a nickname and explain why?:

[18] R u gona put this on ur blog and c wat i say bout u?:

[19] Anything 2 say b4 u go?:

                 Oohhkays all i can say is love fucking suxx falling in love is like the most sucky part in lyf you always get hurt on way or another and omfg i fell in love but they don't love me the way i love them so what should i do im so lost dude like no joke my heart hurts so bad and like if i stopp talking to him when im mad at him i get so sick like i half to talk to him and omfg idk i thout i could never feel this way about n-e one and it suxx so bad like you don't kno manb omfg don't knbo what to do grrr grrr baaaaaaaaaah trik baaaaaaaah

                              <33SeraAnnMerrieXD

           So write it down in lover's blood. There's gotta be a better way to break this spell. Send out a search party. Have you forgot how to love or how to die. I see the crosses behind your eyes. When will the fire burn out. Is it after we've covered our tracks. I'm not going to stay to find out. He never asked for much. If the fire burns out will it ever light up again. It's been so long since I've seen your eyes this cold. When did you let them step in. When did you let them take control. So sound the alarm! There's gotta be a better way to break this spell. Tell the whole world that I left without his love at the chiming of the bells. I've been dreaming of elaborate schemes. Thoughts the love was good for a while. It's been much easier to leave. I've got a new life now. This couldn't have come at a worse time. I guess you had to find out about this unrequited love that I deny. You say you fell out of love. Well I call this abandonment! 

 

                                  <33SeraAnnMerrieXD

                          the weram tears slowy going down my face life looking so dame easy but you can see in our eyes its not i was worng about im so lost life is so fucking hard when everything around you is crashing down and no one is her to help you so you try to stand stong all on your own but you get beat down b/c no one is there to help you i feel like im still fuckn lost this love in my heart will not go when it needs to b/c he will never love me as much as i do so i don't see wht im setting here waisting time this is nothing to be proud of i hate myself  but i love every thing about never again will i ever feel this love for some one so why im just thouring it out the door mababy its b/c im afrid of love i don't wanna lose it all in my eyes you are the one i want so wht am i in so much pain love in my heart will remain

 

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                               oohhkays srry i haven't been on iv been juss been going thour a hard tym one of muh friend past away RIP (Nick Black) i miss him so much and yea its been kra-z-y b/c tere is this gii i kno who i myt love and i don't how to tell him and its Kra-z-y you should see me when im around him muh heart beats faster n faster muh face gets so hott i forget how to and to breath and muh eyes trune green im falling for him more and more when im around him and idk what to do im so lost help plz i need it

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Dose your heart ever feel so borken fro time to time. Do you ever feel like dieing. Do you ever wish tat you could be with the one you love. Do you wish you could kiss them hold them. Do you ever wish tat they would love you as much as you love them. Do you ever feel like tat you would be with them every everyday of the week and show them how muh you love them with ever thing tat you have. Do you think of them every second of the day. I do every second every min of the day they are on muh mind and it kills my heart b/c i kno it will never be.

what do you do when your in love with some one but the one you love is with some one eles but they like you back but yet still nothing has happend yet and it feels like some one put your heart in a meat grinder and put it on high and forgot about it and walkd away laughing about it b/c they know that your in pain and the just don't give a dame about how you feel and everytime you with them your falling more in love with them and you know that you n the one you love will neve be b/c the preson that they are with is love with them n you know its true ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥SeraAnnMerrie♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

muh heart acks so bad im in love with this girl named Gabbi but the thing is that she is with muh sister and i have been liken her b4 muh sister eaven new about her n muh sister said somethin about her and we was talkn about her and i told her that i was in love with her and she said that she would do nothing with her and mounth l8er they are together and i felt like muh heart was put in a meat grinder and put on high and they forget about it and then walkd away i can't not tell you hwo much im in love with her muh heart acks so bad n me n Gbbi was kickn it and we was talkn about when we frist ment eachother we liked eachother n she thought i was just playn when i said i was bii n so now its to late n muh heart still acks for being in love with the fobitten fruit on teh vine that will never bee mine ever so as i sit in muh sorrow wishing i could have been i'll be cryn night after night wishing i had told her that i was in to her but untill then i will be in pain thinkn about how muh sister is withher thinkn that could have been be if i was not so stupid... well i have to go so i'll keep posting stuff so peace n im loven the hair greece lol ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥SeraAnnMerrie♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

you hold on to me tight on that night and told me that i was the girl you liked the most and you kiss me you tell me you can't belive at one piont that we stop talking and you didn't get why we did you said that we will be tight for eva you said me n you go together like peanutbutter n jelli n i was the peaunutbutter b/c its heard to get read of but yet everyone wants more n you said you was the jelli b/c it was stick but yet esie to slid away if you let it. i can't belive that i im in love with someone who said all that n is dating some other girl why would you do that 2 me Zack you killd muh heart i wish i never fell for it you playd with muh heart n muh mind i can't belive it i can't eaven tell you that how munch i wanna die ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥SeraAnnMerrie♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

im so pissed i cant go to the All Time Low conserd today b/c im sick as fuck n i diddn't go to skool im so fucking pissed i love All Time Low they are the best n i can't gooo grrrrrrrrr grrrrrrrrrrr grrrrrrrr grrrrrrrrrr grrrrrrrrr someone kiddnap me n take me to the All Time Low and then take me home lolz ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥SeraAnnMerrie♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

this day sucks i can't get a hold of Zack i need to talk to him grrrrrrr grrrrrrrrr im so mad at muh self i shouldda talk to him bout it last night omfg i hate muh self right now omfg i can't do this shit omfg i need to hear his sexy voice omfg im hell of mad and he is no where omfg hes a bitch ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥SeraAnnMerrie♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Last night was the best night of my life so far so i was at muh cuzzn house last night n the gii i have been likn for a long ass time came over n it was Val,Oliva,Cody,Zack,Jake,Andy,and Gailin. but we was all kickn it in a bom fire all the giis were drikning n we all was just chilln then jake in Val get in to it but then they got chill like an hour later and then Zack the one i like has been setting next me the hole fuckn time everytime he got up to go pee or something n came back he would make sure he was sitting next to me and he let me were his beannie and his hoodie and he was freezing i told him if he wanntd his hoodie back i'll give it back he said no i'll just hold on to you and keep my self warm and Cody kept on telling Zack to kiss me and he was like idk then Cody n Zack went to go talk then Zack comes back then Cody calls me over to talk to him n he gos Zack wannts to kiss you so bad but he thinks you won't do it so you should kiss him i said i can't do it he has to kiss me n Cody said why can't you kiss him i look at him and say b/c it would make it better if he kissd me b/c i have been dreamming for this day were i can be with the one i reallie like n would love to be with for a long time he gos iightt i got you then i go back to set with Zack n Cody comes up to Zack and said kiss her right now you know you wannt to n she wants to so just kiss her all readie and get it over with then Zack gets up to go pee 2mins later Cody gos to talk to Zack again then they call me over and i stand right infrot of Zack and so what hun bunz Zack kisses me on my cheek and Cody gos no thats not good enough so then Zack kisses me on muh lips and then we start to get some tough acction n then yea they all start to say some funnie shit b/c we could not stop kissing it was so addicting he was like muh harrion i was so happy to be hangin out with Zack i love this kidd and the best part is that we share the same brithday tehe tehe tehe ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥SeraAnnMerrie♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

 

 

Today is the wrost day of my life today b/c it the been an exact year since the love of my life passed away and everyone kept on talking shit evan ppl that i diddn't know it was bull shit thou grrrrr grrrrrr i hate thoese dumb bitches that talk shit when hey don't eavn know you ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥SeraAnnMerrie♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

oohhkays so i was talkn to muh my ex bf on the phone n we were talkn about random things and then we starrtd talkn about how he still like me n then i askd him for how long he said about 3 years and i finly told him that i stil like him to and it was crazy b/c now he wanna kick it this weekend but i reallie don't wanna do nything b/c tomorrow is gonna be sad as hell for me n ima gonna think about all weekend so idk what to do b/c i want to see him i feen for himm but i just don't know what  can yall help me with this im so heels over head ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥SeraAnnMerrie♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

                    1st hour it was shit i hate muh fridst hour it suxx b/c the tech is supa boringg.

                    2ng hour was emotinal for me it suckd so badd grrrr grrrr i cryd

                    3rd hour was a bitch b/c muh tech was snappn bout nothin

                    lunch it was oohhkay but then miss clark took muh phone away when everyone eles had there phone out but no she just hadd to take mine b/c she don't like me one bit

                    4th hour was good i love the sub today she wasn't a bitch she was like a teenager lolz

                     5th hour she was yelln at everyone mann b/c no one would stop talkingg lolz

                    6th hour was boring but fun b/c there was a tampon despenser on the floor and i lookd at my gii friend Connor and said,"what didd i tell you about leaving your tampon desperners laying around!!!!" he said,'im srry i can't help it,gosh!!!"

                   7th hour was the best ever b/c me n my best friend Carrie were passing notes lolz and muh friend John was tellin this kidd Eanen not to though sommn at him and Eaven didd it nyways so John got up and was yellin then he pickd up the chair and then thourgh it at Eaven and the chair hit Eaven it the face an John went to go hit Eaven but muh tech pushd John away then John n Eaven hadd to leave then after that i don't know what happend but it was grat the best dayy ever lol ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥SeraAnnMerrie♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

if she didn't matter to you then why are you cryn.if she didn't matter to you then why do you waist your time talkn to her.if she didn't matter then whay waist your time on the intternet talkn to her.if she didn't matter to you then why do get sad everytime her name get brought up.if she didn't matter to you then why do you wait by the phone waitting for her to call you.if she didn't matter to you then why do you sitt in you room night after night cryn over her.if she didn't matter to you then why do you sitt around watting for her to come over.if you love her then why are you not with her you know shes missing you to so why don't you run to her house and kiss her like you'v been watting for your whole life. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥SeraAnnMerrie♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

so ture what do you do when he dose make you cry this makes me think of Ryen when he would always be there for me but now we reallie don't talk any more i miss him shit me n him talk for 3hr and 15mins last night it was so alsome to talk to himm

you say you right ohkay but i can see in you eyes you not so why won't you tell me whats wrong with you?? you that i do reallie care for you so spill your heart out let thoses tears shedd form thoses beautiful eyes and lay on a rooftop with me and lets have the pain die out of our hearts it will be right ohkay there will be no more pain no more tears i know she hurt you but you need to let go and hold on to what you know and not care what she do yes she hurt you but you can find some one new don't let a trik like her get in your way so wipe thoses tears out of thoses beautiful eyes and let me hold your heart i promisse i won't brake it because you already know i turly love you and you know i'll never hurt you so lay on the rooftop with me an look upp at the starrs and let it rain so we can have that specil kiss that we have been watting for ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥SeraAnnMerrie♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥