Seraphim's Journals

Hell

im living in a hell that i will not forget open your eyes to see whats happening its never ending hate the fact kills me that you can only hate if you let reall love in your heart mambaby it would change what your feeling in your heart with never ending reall love in your heart you want get hurt but you can only hate the fact i love you also kills me so much becuse i know you wont love me like i love n if only new how i really felt about you then we won't feel so hurt in side form time to time i wanna cry becuse the thout of you makes my heart with these last words i will say is i love you and not a day gose by your not in my mind i love you now and for ever

SeraAnnMerrie

do it you kno you wanna

1] Whats your Name?:

[2] Are we close?:

[3] What do you think of me?:

[4] Do you fancy me?:

[5] Would u kiss me?:

[6] Would you date me?:

[7] Describe me in 3 words?:

[8] If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you do?:

[9] What was ur first impression of me?:

[10] Do u still think the same?:

[11] What reminds u of me?:

[12] If you could give me anything what would it be?:

[13] How well do u know me? :

[14] What do u like best about me?:

[15] Ever wanted 2 tell me something u could'nt?:

[16] Could you ever love me?:

[17] Give me a nickname and explain why?:

[18] R u gona put this on ur blog and c wat i say bout u?:

[19] Anything 2 say b4 u go?:

fuck love fuck love

Oohhkays all i can say is love fucking suxx falling in love is like the most sucky part in lyf you always get hurt on way or another and omfg i fell in love but they don't love me the way i love them so what should i do im so lost dude like no joke my heart hurts so bad and like if i stopp talking to him when im mad at him i get so sick like i half to talk to him and omfg idk i thout i could never feel this way about n-e one and it suxx so bad like you don't kno manb omfg don't knbo what to do grrr grrr baaaaaaaaaah trik baaaaaaaah

<33SeraAnnMerrieXD

This Love Will Never End (this is an old one)

So write it down in lover's blood. There's gotta be a better way to break this spell. Send out a search party. Have you forgot how to love or how to die. I see the crosses behind your eyes. When will the fire burn out. Is it after we've covered our tracks. I'm not going to stay to find out. He never asked for much. If the fire burns out will it ever light up again. It's been so long since I've seen your eyes this cold. When did you let them step in. When did you let them take control. So sound the alarm! There's gotta be a better way to break this spell. Tell the whole world that I left without his love at the chiming of the bells. I've been dreaming of elaborate schemes. Thoughts the love was good for a while. It's been much easier to leave. I've got a new life now. This couldn't have come at a worse time. I guess you had to find out about this unrequited love that I deny. You say you fell out of love. Well I call this abandonment!

<33SeraAnnMerrieXD

baaaaaaaaaaah life suxx baaaaaaaaaaaaah

the weram tears slowy going down my face life looking so dame easy but you can see in our eyes its not i was worng about im so lost life is so fucking hard when everything around you is crashing down and no one is her to help you so you try to stand stong all on your own but you get beat down b/c no one is there to help you i feel like im still fuckn lost this love in my heart will not go when it needs to b/c he will never love me as much as i do so i don't see wht im setting here waisting time this is nothing to be proud of i hate myself but i love every thing about never again will i ever feel this love for some one so why im just thouring it out the door mababy its b/c im afrid of love i don't wanna lose it all in my eyes you are the one i want so wht am i in so much pain love in my heart will remain

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A Cry For Help

oohhkays srry i haven't been on iv been juss been going thour a hard tym one of muh friend past away RIP (Nick Black) i miss him so much and yea its been kra-z-y b/c tere is this gii i kno who i myt love and i don't how to tell him and its Kra-z-y you should see me when im around him muh heart beats faster n faster muh face gets so hott i forget how to and to breath and muh eyes trune green im falling for him more and more when im around him and idk what to do im so lost help plz i need it

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Dont Let It Kill You

Dose your heart ever feel so borken fro time to time. Do you ever feel like dieing. Do you ever wish tat you could be with the one you love. Do you wish you could kiss them hold them. Do you ever wish tat they would love you as much as you love them. Do you ever feel like tat you would be with them every everyday of the week and show them how muh you love them with ever thing tat you have. Do you think of them every second of the day. I do every second every min of the day they are on muh mind and it kills my heart b/c i kno it will never be.

love suxx

what do you do when your in love with some one but the one you love is with some one eles but they like you back but yet still nothing has happend yet and it feels like some one put your heart in a meat grinder and put it on high and forgot about it and walkd away laughing about it b/c they know that your in pain and the just don't give a dame about how you feel and everytime you with them your falling more in love with them and you know that you n the one you love will neve be b/c the preson that they are with is love with them n you know its true â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥SeraAnnMerrieâ™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥

why dose being in love hurt so much????

muh heart acks so bad im in love with this girl named Gabbi but the thing is that she is with muh sister and i have been liken her b4 muh sister eaven new about her n muh sister said somethin about her and we was talkn about her and i told her that i was in love with her and she said that she would do nothing with her and mounth l8er they are together and i felt like muh heart was put in a meat grinder and put on high and they forget about it and then walkd away i can't not tell you hwo much im in love with her muh heart acks so bad n me n Gbbi was kickn it and we was talkn about when we frist ment eachother we liked eachother n she thought i was just playn when i said i was bii n so now its to late n muh heart still acks for being in love with the fobitten fruit on teh vine that will never bee mine ever so as i sit in muh sorrow wishing i could have been i'll be cryn night after night wishing i had told her that i was in to her but untill then i will be in pain thinkn about how muh sister is withher thinkn that could have been be if i was not so stupid... well i have to go so i'll keep posting stuff so peace n im loven the hair greece lol â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥SeraAnnMerrieâ™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥

Zack this is for you

you hold on to me tight on that night and told me that i was the girl you liked the most and you kiss me you tell me you can't belive at one piont that we stop talking and you didn't get why we did you said that we will be tight for eva you said me n you go together like peanutbutter n jelli n i was the peaunutbutter b/c its heard to get read of but yet everyone wants more n you said you was the jelli b/c it was stick but yet esie to slid away if you let it. i can't belive that i im in love with someone who said all that n is dating some other girl why would you do that 2 me Zack you killd muh heart i wish i never fell for it you playd with muh heart n muh mind i can't belive it i can't eaven tell you that how munch i wanna die â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥SeraAnnMerrieâ™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥â™¥